September 28, 2013 by LOLsotrue
It’s not a bad thing that I am alone. I like being alone sometimes. It gives me time and space to think, to be selfish and enjoy the time to myself.
In real person, my friends would describe me as ‘out of control’, out-going, funny, smart-ass, troll. Being too honest can sometimes come across as being insensitive to people’s feelings.
I am enjoying a Saturday night at home, listening to music on my iPod, flicking through ‘Banksy Wall and Piece’ and reading inspirational quotes. I call these things #foodforthesoul – I find it uplifting and positive at a time that I need to remove myself from any negativity. Of course it’s also all over Instagram.
I found a piece in Banksy that reminded of my past relationship. It’s not easy and I know things like this will come up. However it’s all about how I deal with it in the present moment that is important.
I get needy for attention to try forget it, but on a Saturday night when everyone is doing their own thing – I find myself alone with me myself and I to deal with my own problems.
I jumped online to find a source of inspiration, quotes and things and found the feeling of loneliness begin to fade as I fill myself with the positives of being alone. I particularly like the quote about Vodka!
I have an inspirational quote by Ralph Waldo Emerson that is framed up nicely in an IKEA picture frame. I really love it.
So life goes on. You can choose to be miserable about how sh!t everything is has been in the past and all the crap you have been through – or you can choose to surround yourself with happy thoughts, good friend and good experiences. Try all those things you always wanted to do. You are FREE.
I am thankful everyday for the friends and family I have in my life who love me for who I am.